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on
that quest to figure out who i am, what i want to do and where i want to
go with my life, i started yet another little project, i'm writing a weekly
skateboarding column. here's
the first article , i'm sure the link will break in like a month.
i had my final in my deviance in us society class. it must had been the
one of the funnest class i've ever taken. seems like by the end of the
course, i had committed many of the deviant acts on my own that we had
discussed in class. made the class kinda boring, but i'll sit through
anything with guest speakers that talk about tattooing, polyarmary, kinky
sex, the stanford prison project and gay new york street divas on a heartbeat.
beats out statistics on any moon...
the moon tonight was just a sliver, but you could see almost a corona
border around the whole disk, kinda cool. of course i went skateboarding
after my deviance final, i missed a call from Dhalia, so here i am type
typing away.
Dhalia's breaking a date with me on friday to do something else. i think
she's going to hang out with her old boyfriend., who moved to australia
months ago and is just visiting. i'm a bit uneasy about the whle thing,
she didn't tell me that shes doing anything with him, and he's a polyamarous
kinda guy. maybe i'm just being the jealous boyfriend, but i'm not going
to stop her from doing anything, i think she knows enough what would hurt
me. so it looks like i'm going to be working, drinking coffee and reading
beat poetry that day. all the things i did before i got a bit more of
a life and i started hanging out with someone for 3 days straight. i have
to finish kerouac's some of the dharma, i have about as many unfinished
books by him as i have commitments for other people, work relationships, friends.
sometimes is nice to have things slow, sometimes you want to stay up all
night and just live. do you always want the other when your stuck with its
polar?
-js
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